just got my report back today... not really satisfied with it but dont think i have any choice but to settle with these distasteful grades for now...
A is for apple.B is for..who gives a damn what B is for?all i know is school is for sleeping..funny,of all the lectures that buzz off while i was in dreamland,i remember...well,absolutely nothing.maybe i've soaked in some odd chunks of learnage without realizing it..but i dont think so.i've concluded that if you fall asleep with the pen in your hand,you're prolly gonna wake up with ink in places u dont want.results of my experiment: sleeping in school is not the best thing you can do to further your academic career.
gotta couple of new teachers in for this term.think they really shpuld get some proper training before they put their asses here in cedar.they are so damn lousy that i just felt like standing up and telling them they suck and should just get their arse kicked by MOE.not much of trouble in school today..ran a number of rounds and felt pretty good about it.cant believe im still here typing away after all that running.thought i would end up somewhere in hospital by the end of it..
not much left to say.until the next time then...tata~
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vanna
22:33
mum just bought me a pair of nike sandals 4 my coming birthday =) cant believe school's gonna start again tomorrow.3 weeks flew past just like that...with me lazing around and doing nothing.betcha i wont have much time to do that after the term starts mann.feeling really sick at the thought of having to mug again..having to wake up early at 0600 again...having to be in class with those assholes again..having to basically do everything i hate...this sucks mann.but sometimes i think we just have to take things one step at a time and see what happens..yeah?
not really geared up for the new term and somehow a little unmotivated.know i shouldnt be thinking about the negative side that much.but hey who can blame me.wheres the positive side anyway?;)
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vanna
18:17
not feeling too great right at the moment..still pretty pissed over what happened at NDP today.substituted into the NCC contingent instead of the redx one and nearly got lost when i went out at gate 3 instead of 2.luckily got some irritating marshall to get me back.cant believe they put me in as reserve coz of my attendance.and all bcoz of that got substituted into NCC and fell in with some fucktardders >:| playing kenny g's breatheless in the background and its slowly soothing my nerves.was fuck irritated when the medics told me to fill in NCC's gap.what bloody business is it of mine.as if im from NCC or the likes.ma'ams POP coming soon and their prezzies' plan went awry just... o great.goddammit.wtf.no one's willing to collect the jars and the receipt's with g.shit this thing.this is sick man.time check now is 1229.kinda tired of the whole day even if i didnt really get to march.but think this crazy shit's enough for 1 day though.left some bit of holz homework and THAT fucking camp report...damned.
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vanna
00:30
just read an article about the beckhams posing for the vogue mag and about what that was the sexiest pics they've ever done... all in the name of wanting themselves to be seen as fashion icons.but me thinks they're trying a little too hard,no?i mean,what with paying people to ask them for their autographs during their tour in the states huh?thats not the way to break into the US market right?its funny to see how desperate people can get over such things.driving themsleves insane to get fame,status,money and all that stuff.aren't there better things in life to go after?
becks went on a £25 million transfer over to spain.was pretty upset for quite a while,but come to think of it,i think ferguson made quite a good choice.becks is 28 this year and its better to let him go before the contract ends in 3 yrs time too.this way united will at least stand to gain some money rather than let him go for a free transfer when the time's up.many fans may think that man utd's not gonna make it without becks,but i tink otherwise.there was life after cantona and i believe there'll be life after becks.becks is not everything united has.and we all have to learn to let go.it was his own decision to go to madrid and we'll show him he made the wrong choice when we meet real madrid next season in the UEFA champions league.even george best said that letting becks go was a mistake.no doubt at real,he'll be surrounded by top players like zidane,figo,raul..but how many english players have actually made their mark in spain?how many went there and were suffocated by the rest and forgotten?
Carlos Queiroz's gg 2 madrid 2...seems tt real madrid's bent on breaking up united's squad...his contribution 2 e squad last season was significant...inspiring e players 2 win e premiership...itz a pity he's gg now...letz hope ferguson finds a replacement for his coaching staff...
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vanna
12:59
perhaps the biggest desire in today's fast pace society is being happy.a simple desire certainly,however it is becoming more and more difficult to attain.not just a fleeting euphoria,a passing elation like a summer cloud,there for a moment to remind us of its existence,and then gone once again.is happiness really an unattainable goal for us?
happiness does not mean we have to strive for outlandish physical attainments.we have to realize that modest comforts and fare reduces the false "success brings happiness" mentality,that being happy is not materially oriented,but based on the feeling of self satisfaction in relation to our family and freinds.once this simple principle is understood,we will then be truly happy.happy not only with what we have,but happy in spite of what we do not have.
while it is the basic belief that all of us can definitely be happier everyday if we try,it would be very naive ad to think everyone will be happy all the time.it is impossible to be happy every second of the day because afflictions are all part of our lives.but i believe, true happiness does not depend on our circumstances.it cannot depend on our circumstances.there is just too much sadness,too much unhappy situations which come into each of our lives each day.that's the unfortunate fact of life.some things do not always turn out tha way we would like it to be.things intended to bring us happiness have not.experiences we thought would satisfy us did not.we cannot change that,but what we can change is how we choose to react to what happens,and what our attitude will be towards our circumstances.
one of the secrets to maintain happiness is not dwelling on the bad things in life, but concentrating on tha good.some difficult things come into our lives so that we can learn and grow from them.but we just have to trust that there are better days ahead and go on with life,always searching for things which are everlasting and eternal,discarding thjose which are temporary.
the art of being happy,afterall,lies in the power of extracting happiness from common things.
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vanna
12:35
