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thgs always seem much better when u look bac...once tt stage of life is over n u look bac..you feel.. nostalgic.tt it wld b nice 2 mayb relive it 1 day...bt den u seem 2 forget..time n again..tt e problems were stil dere...e veiled fights..e emptiness..e hate...perhaps den it wasnt so bad..perhaps den u were able 2 handle it beta...or mayb it was bcoz e younger u were..e more possibilities dere were of thgs u wished cld hav happened e way u wanted it 2...

as e yrs passed..dey didnt rilli cum true...bt u kip tinking..kip believeing tt no matter wad happened..u always were put in e best situation tt you cld eva b in..tt 2 learn frm wad placed u in tt situation was crucial...bt thgs nv seem 2 go ur way..n e hate grew stronger..situations grew worse n u nv xpected dem 2 deteriorate tt way...god noes wad u xpected..mayb e same thgs u cld handle... bt how u?u arent e only 1 tt is changing..dey r 2...

so is dis growing up?

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vanna
16:19

10 random things about me:

1. im always broke.n i mn ALWAYS.
2. i luv branded stuff.so yes im materialistic.
3. i dun wear a watch,so im constantly looking @ my fone 4 e time.
4. i absolutely cant stand pple speaking in chi.
5. im mean.i luff @ obese pple,fashion disasters n well,weird pple.
6. little kids annoy me
7. i cant live w/o mags lyk cleo n seventeen evry mth
8. i detests PE.lyk...A LOT
9. i moved 2 e study dis yr..coz i cant stand sharing e same rm wif my sis
10. i cant stand cartoons.

9 ways to win my heart:
1. chocs n flowers..hah ttz so common
2. money, plz
3. get me all e stuff i eva wanted
4. a sense of humor..yes,amuse me
5. b good-looking
6. hav a great bod
7. b intelligent
8. tall n
9. tanned

8 things i wanna do before i die:
1. be filthy rich
2. live in sum big hse wif a pool garage basement n attic
3. hav a collection of porsche cars
4. hav a successful career
5. tell e pple ard me how much dey mn 2 me
6. meet tom cruise,paris hilton n michael phelps
7. ban pple hu dress badly frm walking on e streets..dey're an eyesore.
8. achieve all tt i've eva dreamt of n live my dream

7 things that annoy me:
1. kids.whether dey're bawling or nt.
2. haven't i said enuff?pple hu hav bad dress sense
3. geeks..nerds..
4. waking up early in e morning
5. being short of cash
6. e parents
7. pple hu make lots of noises in public..lyk dey're clamoring 4 attention.

6 things I wish for
1. cash
2. a ban on exams
3. getting rid of discipline masters in all schs
4. getting rid of sch uniforms
5. a six figure salary in future
6. 2 migrate 2 e states

5 things i am afraid of:
1. dose creepy crawlies
2. opening my wallet n seeing no money
3. nt being able 2 c e lite @ e end of e tunnel
4. running out of concealer
5. e alarm clock on my bedside table

4 of my favorite items in my room
1. e com.
2. tt big photo album
3. air-con!
4. cds..e collection of novels..my journals..derez juz 2 much

3 things i do everyday:
1. go online..tink im hooked.
2. look in e mirror n wonder wad i can do 2 stop me frm looking lyk shit
3. sit-ups..i nid 2 lose wt..seriously.

2 things i want to do right now:
1. go shopping
2. get e midterms over n done

1 Person you Want To See Right Now:
1. no1 in particular,nt in e mood 2

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vanna
23:48

suddenly it seems all 2 familiar..e draw..e injury time..e penalty kicks..how well dey played..how many chances dey created bt didnt take..it almoz seemed lyk watching e FA cup final last sat all over again...e truth is..i wudden hav given a damn if itz any other games.bt itz soccer 4 gdness sake.n itz VJ SOCCER.

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vanna
22:00

ahhh.yes.football.e beautiful game indeed.

n so arsenal won man utd in e pulsating FA cup final @ cardiff 5-4.
vieira scored e decisive kick aft lehmann saved scholes' effort 2 finish a pulsating clash tt saw reyes bcome only e 2nd player 2 b sent off in e final...rooney n nistelrooy both hit e post n ferdinand had a goal disallowed as man utd dominated bt failed take deir chances.dey shld hav wrapped it up in 90mins..if nt 120mins.

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vanna
01:08

sum1 said chess is thot tt leads 2 nothg..math tt adds up 2 nothg..art w/o an end product..architecture w/o substance.
dosent dis sound lyk studying?

actually i dun giv 2 hoots wad dose delicacies wif farni n unpronunciable names r..n neither do i care if dey even exist...i guess i'll juz stick 2 my choc truffles..mud pies..cheesecakes..espresso long..n mocha latte.

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vanna
21:43

wad came 1st..e music or e misery?pple worry abt kids playing wif guns..or watching violent films..tt sum sort of culture of violence will take dem over...nobody worries abt kids listening 2 thousands of songs abt heartbreak..rejection..pain..misery n loss...do i listen 2 pop music coz im miserable?or m i miserable coz i listened 2 pop music?

oh btw..i din noe my sec sch manufactures such babelicious chicks tt our pictures r all over sum website.

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vanna
23:04

hav u eva heard of harry houdini?well he wasnt lyk today's magicians hu r only interested in tv ratings...he was an artist...he cld make an elephant disappear in e middle of a theater filled wif pple..n do u noe how he did tt?misdirection.misdirection..wad e eyes c n e ears hear..e mind believes.

we didnt lose.we juz didnt win.

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vanna
22:39

certain songs brg up memories of a certain period of time in my life.so when i heard dmx's party up playing in a shop..i recalled e summer of 2004..when i was still stuck in a pathetic shithole...getting a L1R5 of 22 n failing al tests...nt tt im in a much beta state now..bt @ least im nt in sum sch wif frequent sadistic spot checks n retarded rules...how time flies.itz been almoz a yr now...time.time..it has been proposed..is e 4th dimension...n yet..4 mortal man..time has no dimension @ al...we're lyk horses wif blinders..seeing only wad lies b4 us...4eva guessing e future n fabricating e past.

as i was saying.holidays r only 3wks away.brg on e music..e drinks..e bikinis..e tanning oil..e sun..sand..n sea...plus shopping if derez enuff $.

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vanna
18:10

it gets so frustrating sumtimes dosent it..juz when u nid smth badly n u go round searching 4 it..itz nt available...bt when u r nt intending 2 get it..it appears rite b4 u...o wells..perhaps pple r right in saying im picky..bt hu izen?hu wudden wish 4 e best 4 demselves?

sum1 plz teach me how 2 look a million bucks evry morning..though i feel lyk crap
sum1 plz teach me how 2 paint my nails evenly..though im nt ambidextrous
sum1 plz teach me how 2 save $ n nt spend it on junk @ malls..
sum1 plz teach me how 2 keep my hair in place during pe..
sum1...
any1....

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vanna
00:27