y'know..sumtimes when u're checking ur spellings 4 an essay..u wld cum across a certain word u noe darn well how itz spelt..bt sumhow juz cant make up ur mind if itz e correct 1..n e more u stare @ it..e more u r convinced itz wrong...ttz a little lyk how life is..aint it?u choose a path..u travel down it..n half way thru..u look ard n realize smth's amiss..coz itz nuttin lyk how u thot it wld turn out...e more thot u giv it..e more u ponder..e worse e situation bcums..n dere.u're stuck.
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vanna
23:01
itz insane.feeling lyk u're gonna puke when u c e sch building evry morning..having 2 plaster on a goddamn smile 2 face evry1 else..acting lyk u're enjoying evry single moment when actually u juz wanna rot away @ home..trying 2 make urself believe tt u rilli do lyk e pple ard u..showing evrybody tt u wanna b al caught up in e hype..being frenly n giving tt 'e world is a great place 2 b in' look...when u juz wan2 tel evry soul 2 get out of ur sight n fuck off...pretences n masks..acts n lies..no1 sees thru dem..coz im such a fantastic actor.n it takes a lot 2 b 1.
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vanna
21:35
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
itz been awhile since i laz stepped in2 sec4i
itz been awhile since i laz heard baboon leong bullshitting during morning assembly
itz been awhile since i laz felt irritated by sum noisy pple in class
itz been awhile since i laz heard e cadets greeting deir snrs
itz been awhile since i laz dreaded e twice a wk jogging sessions ard e sch
itz been awhile since i laz fell aslp during boring humans.lessons
itz been awhile since i laz heard mdm lum screaming @ e class 4 untidy wk
itz been awhile since i laz was caught by lizah 4 wearing short skirts
itz been awhile since i laz came home @ 2+ in e afternoon
itz been awhile since i laz hated al e sci subjects
itz been awhile since i laz rolled my eyes @ tan han kiang
itz been awhile since i laz heard mr khoo telling lame jokes
itz been awhile since i laz hated mr yau 4 his strict discipline
itz been awhile since i laz bitched wif close frens
itz been awhile since i laz changed frm blouse 2 pe tee in class
itz been awhile since i laz slacked my ass off in e redx rm on sats
itz been awhile since i laz pointed my middle finger @ ms wong 4 making us run in e rain
itz been awhile since i laz understood anithg @ all during lessons
itz been awhile since i laz dragged my feet evry morning down cedar ave
itz been awhile since i laz rushed down 4 morning assemblys when e 7.15 bell goes
itz been awhile since i laz carried a deuter backpack 2 sch
itz been awhile since i laz stayed in class during recess eating fruits n reading mags
itz been awhile since i laz had e odd n even wk timetable
itz been awhile since i laz winced @ lower sec cedarians wif tucked in blouses n long skirts
itz been awhile since i laz stepped in2 a hall ttz always air conditioned
itz been awhile
itz rilli been a long while
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vanna
17:24
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
4yrs is abt enuff...BUT NO..she's still in e same sch as me..in e same faculty..n well..still in e class nx door...i dun wan2 rake up e past..so all i can say is tt..4 sum1 hu claims tt she dosen lyk 2 b judged by dose ard her..tt type of behavior n attitude certainly is nt gg 2 serve her well.much as we al wld deny tt we do nt 'judge pple'..howeva way u wan tt 2 mn..e matter of fact is tt we do.n we do all e time.
alrites...e j1 guys r either 1.nerds or 2.plain ugly...dis is rilli sad..coz itz e 3rd day..n i havent spotted a single decent looking guy ard..mabbe a few normal ones here n dere..bt nt mani though.how depressing.
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vanna
22:43
