and so it was one of the many mornings i woke up feeling terrible.but i guess looking at the scenery from where i stood and waited at kent ridge really helped.just rows upon rows of evergreens upslope against the azure blue of the sky,with the clouds rolling,rolling on forever.its been such a long time since i had some time alone with myself.not thinking about anything in particular;having the luxury of time to just stare into nothingness;not a single soul around;the quietness almost deafening.the moment was so beautiful that all the negative emotions i had were dispelled.the landscape was so picturesque that it numbed me and all i could do then was admire the sight right before my eyes.its times like these that makes me feel there is so much beauty in the world that my heart could just cave in.
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vanna
17:11
Saturday, January 13, 2007
vanna: one hot chocolate please.
waitress: do you want the hot chocolate with milk,or just hot chocolate?
(long pause)
vanna: whats the difference?
waitress: ummm.the hot chocolate with milk has milk?and the hot chocolate with no milk has..no milk?
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vanna
17:30
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
i told someone that im closing this blog,coz the only reason i started it was that it is an avenue for my vents and frustrations,thoughts and broodings.and now that i've decided to quit thinking about complicated matters,there is no need for the blog to exist anymore.i think i've come to the realization after all these years that thinking only serves to heighten my unhappiness.others who see that only in confronting our innermost thoughts,can we truly find happiness,then well.to each his own.but for me,the simplest and easiest way to be happy is to just let go;to live and let live.
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vanna
12:06
the difference between the previous few years and this year is that i have absolutely no motivation whatsoever to end another one with a wrap up/new year resolution post,partly due to the fact that i realized its impossible to sum up an entire year with a few words and also partly coz i've been too busy balancing my life out to reflect on the past 12mths.anyhows i wouldnt say if the last year had been a good or bad one coz one of the most important lessons i've learnt in 2006 is that nothing,and i really mean nothing,is entirely postive or negative.everything gotta balance out in the end,yknow..like yin and yang.so there.
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vanna
12:40
