im convinced that a big part of the appeal of being in a foreign land lies in that you're amongst people you dont know.because then you get the chance to be someone else.to start a new life altogether.to not be bound by social obligations.but yknow,man always choose to do the darnest things when faced with unlimited freedom.(spoken from personal experience)
its quite amazing how you can have minimal contact with some people over a prolong period of time,but still never run out of words to say when you finally meet up.that,i think,are the kind of friends worth having and going to the end of the world for.
emotions are the worse things to deal with.and the most difficult part lies in coming to terms with them.coz the only time you ever feel strongly over something is when it matters a lot but you refuse to acknowledge it.you want to say,fuck it.but the more you try,the more you realize its mere self denial.then again.when push comes to shove,something's gotta give.
oh god.why does it have to be so hard.
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vanna
21:39
Saturday, January 09, 2010
you know the type.the one who is in love with the idea of love.the kind with a checklist of the qualities they look for in a partner.who visualizes the little house with white picket fences and manicured lawns.who loves love more than anything else.so they chase their idealized dreams and fall for make-believe.
i cant decide if the problem lies with deutsche post,dhl,or singpost.but at least it arrived!
and oh the bittersweetness of the last semester.
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vanna
20:55
i think 2009 had been awesome in more ways than one.i've grabbed opportunities of a lifetime and i've also done some things im not proud of.but they are all good decisions in the end and i would not have wished for anything to turn out any differently.people think im insane,but i know there are only some things you can do whilst you're young.because time does not wait,and once you miss the moment,its gone forever.but right now,i can safely say that im happy :)
so heres to 2010.sex,love,and rock&roll!
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vanna
18:12
