Tuesday, November 20, 2007
i dont know if you've had this feeling before,but there was this sudden surge of irrepressible negative feelings that overcame me earlier today.it was a mishmash of anger,hate,resentment,tiredeness,and fear that washed over me and made me feel like blasting out at anybody and everybody,coupled with an uncontrollable urge to just tear out the pages from all my books and rip off my notes,then fling them away.
looking at the people wearing their school uniforms walking around after their A's brought a tinge of nostalgia and an immense wave of jealousy.their faces showed the joy and happiness that i can never experience again,and the following 8months of free time is one long vacation i can never enjoy again.
franz closes his eyes during intercourse in milan kundera's unbearable lightness of being,because of want to experience infinity in the moment of pleasure.i closed mine today wanting to get away from everything i see in a bid to bring myself back into equilibrium and sanity.
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vanna
21:07
Monday, November 05, 2007
i just cant help it but think what a fucking hypocrite you are after i read your blog.what with the religious and moral values you hold.cmon.we all know you're not like that.quit lying to yourself.i hope you never have another orgasm ever.
1 bid point.
1 semester of torture.
1 essay.
15 pages.
3984 words.
i think i see those hugo specs waving to me.
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vanna
23:25