Saturday, December 31, 2011
i think the biggest takeaway this year was that i finally could see clearly who are the people who matter to me. the acquaintances and the colleagues and the boys come and go, but you know you're in for the long haul if physical distance and personal circumstances no longer keep you apart. and this, you can only tell with time.
you know how someone becomes a yardstick for everyone else you meet?
thats it.
i got an email from T explaining about september, and i honestly do not give two shits about it. any form of closure is completely unnecessary for me simply because im just not that kind of person. to the extent that sometimes even i find it scary how easily i can move on. but its amusing how he thought he must have broken my heart into a million pieces when in fact, i've learnt the same lesson from the biggest mistake i made in 2010.
so bring on 2012, lets roll.
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vanna
01:01
Thursday, December 29, 2011
they always say you can never find the perfect job. but not having the perfect job doesnt mean you cannot love your job. because loving your job is an attitude. but i guess this does not mean we give up searching for the next thing closest to perfection.
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vanna
20:11
Wednesday, December 07, 2011
the thing with writing is that once you put something down in words, they become permanent and seemingly more true than it was before when they were just a mishmash of thoughts and feelings moving around trying to find coherence and logic in your mind. its almost a commitment you make to your ideas and opinions because people who read them can always come back again and again to your words to try interpreting and deciphering them for the hundredth time.
the fact of the matter is that i miss M a lot. more than i can ever imagine. the one week trip here made me only more sure than ever of one thing.
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vanna
22:33