u noe how evrytime when u c sum1 upset..confused..n frustrated...u wish u cld tell dem tt evrythg wld pass..n wk out fine in e end..n all'll be fine n dandy once again...but i dun wanna lie to dem.
appearances are juz 4 show..arent dey?a commercial of how normal u r when u're anythg bt.
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vanna
16:21
mayb tt whole love thg is juz a grown up version of santa claus... juz a myth we've been fed since childhood...so..we kip buying magazines..joining clubs..n doing therapy n watching movies wif hit pop songs played over love montages al in a pathetic attempt 2 xplain why our love is lyk how santa kips getting caught in e chimney...
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vanna
01:11
i can name a thousand n 1 thgs tt suck in my life dese days...pw..cca..pe..lectures..tutorials..essays..deadlines..n i havent even start wif people yet...bt still..i thank god evry morning that e uni im donning is in beige n nt green.
running is a metaphor 4 life bcoz u get out of it wad u put in2 it..by whose direction foundst thou out of dis place..n ttz e way e cookie crumbles.
tagboard: jczw>>i gt ur link thru sum1 else's blog..cant rmb hu though..hah estel>>haha..which loser lives by e river??i bet dey live on a sampan rite? poot>>no..i din go 4 e xctry..coz gt smth on tt day :( meilin>>potato n oil..tsktsk *shakes head yas>>u gt no sch still tired?pengZ
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vanna
22:48
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
sumtimes it does get a little hard 2 take..n it gets al e more depressing when u turn ard oni 2 find tt derez no1 dere 4 u...evry1 else caught up in deir own little world..2 busy 2 giv a shit..2 selfish 2 divulge tt bit of info dey hav..2 stuck up 2 share...i use 2 abhor dem..bt o wells..i dun animore.coz i noe ttz e way e world goes round.itz survival of e fittest afterall.
as i start drowning under e tremendous pile of shitload..i juz cudden help bt wonder if evrythg is juz a facade...
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vanna
22:48
e more pple i meet..e more im convinced tt e world is no short of annoying little pests hu make ur life miserable...evry darn day u c dem..evry darn moment u hear deir voice..u juz wanna turn ard n tel dem 2 shut e fuck up n piss off...bt u realize u cant..coz u understand e need 4 building gd relations wif pple whether u lyk dem or nt..n ttz wad makes sch so unbearable.
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vanna
12:20
u noe u hav 2 move on even if it mns leaving smth behind..e world's nt gonna stop spinning..nor r e skies gonna cry..nor will time freeze juz 4 ur sake...i always believe tt u can b e strongest man on earth..bt if u aint gt e strength 2 let go..u aint strong @ all.
n in 3 words..i can sum up all tt i've learned abt life: it goes on.
i've found tt courage 2 move on.yes,i hav.
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vanna
18:18
perhaps e memories will fade 1 day..when u 4get e sound of deir voices..e sight of evry1 walking ard e sch in 1 big grp 2gether..e smell of tt warm n sweet frenship in e air..e feel of deir touch..e taste of e chicken rice+worm...yes.sum day.
[a msg frm an old fren.a chat wif an ex-classmate.knowing tt evry1's doing fine now.uncertainty dying down slowly.] itz amazing how much dese little pleasures lite up ur life n kip u ticking when evrythg else has gone.
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vanna
18:57
i looked over @ e wall in my rm..i looked @ the paint..n it struck me tt btw tt paint n e kitchen wall dere had 2 b a space of sum sort - even if it was a millionth of an inch thick...i tried 2 imagine being in a microscopic spacecraft..digging in2 tt paint..searching 4 tt secret charmed space... perhaps it only exists as a concept..bt mayb itz real too...bt i suppose 2 hunt 4 it is 2 kill it...u can feel it surround u..feel it cover u..feel it make u whole.
e feelings so full of intensity u tink tt dey'll nv leave...tt dey'll contd dragging deir sharp edges n u'll contd bleeding..contd e hurt coz u want it so much...bt it wont stay tt way...e longing will go away..no matter how long e question hangs in e air...10 yrs down dis wandering rd..u'll understand y it didnt happen..y it couldnt n y dere r better..more wonderful circumstances in store...
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vanna
15:23
