Saturday, February 25, 2006
n so i stood @ e door
wif all e boxes packed n sealed
Man r irrational creatures..so dere really izen a point in trying 2 b rational.is dere?
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vanna
11:16
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
itz how we often appear when we confront e deep and authentic unknown..when we glimpse tt place whr our familiar universe stops n e real blackness begins.
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vanna
18:33
Sunday, February 19, 2006
i didnt notice it b4..until sum1 pointed it out 2 me.how i always step back when sum1 moves closer.how i always choose 2 maintain a physical distance when i speak 2 pple.how i draw a line @ my privacy n emotions.how little pple know abt me even though dey hav known me 4 so long.how i...fear commitments.
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vanna
18:18
Thursday, February 16, 2006
u know how when pple i havent contacted in awhile ask me how i've been..i rilli wan2 tell dem tt - if u consider nt understanding a damn fuck in all ur classes n nt having enuff time 2 do ur assignments n nt having enuff slp evry single goddamn day n in e middle of shifting amidst all dis bullshit..then well,u can say im doing pretty gd.
oh but thank god 4 sum pple.i dunno wad i'd do w/o dem.
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vanna
23:41
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
itz e same thg yr after yr 4 vday - shopping 4 stuff n spending ridiculous sums of $.yet we all know tt eventually when e flowers hav wilted n chocs r long gone..it will only b e memories we share tt remain.
so y does evry1 still continue doing it over n over again?
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vanna
23:07
Saturday, February 11, 2006
itz a funny feeling - looking @ pple gg thru wad u had gone thru.all tt anticipation n fear building up e past couple of mths..all e midnite oil burning n wking ur ass off 4 smth tt may nt even show result in e end.yr after yr.it was almost as if dey live juz 4 tt 1 moment when dey finally c wad comes out of all tt blood n sweat.
like it or nt..pple hu had gone thru e system always say it dosen matter wad sch u attend.itz e same exam u take @ e end of e day..e same nie grads teaching u..e same syllabus.thats wad dey all say.wad a bunch of liars.yes u may get all e As u ever wanted wherever u r. bt when 1 job application form states 'prestigious school' n another states 'neighborhood school',u tell me who dey're hiring.
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vanna
14:54
Thursday, February 09, 2006
it irritates e hell outta me when i ask pple if dey're handing in deir assignment..or whether dey're gg 4 a class..n dey reply tt dey "have to".i hav no idea wad compels dem 2 think tt evrythg requested of us muz b done w/o fail as if dere is no choice @ all.i ask a simple yes/no question..so i dun get y pple bother telling me how dey feel abt having 2 do tt task.coz by saying tt dey "have to"..dey seem 2 b telling tt dey do nt wan2 do it..bt has 2 bcoz well.itz a rule.
we all hav e freedom 2 choose,so dun fucking tell me that u do it coz u "have to".u do it coz u chose to.
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vanna
00:19
Sunday, February 05, 2006
"Three guys go in to a hotel, each with $10 in his pocket. They book one room at $30 a night. A short while later, a fax from headquarters directs the hotel to charge $25 a night. So the receptionist gives the bellhop $5 to take to the three guys sharing a room. Since the bellhop never got a tip from them, and because he can't split the $5 three ways, he decides to pocket $2 and give them each $1 back. So each of the guys now has spent $9, and the bellhop has $2, for a total of $29. Where's the extra dollar?"
itz all abt perspectives.
e closer u look,e more u c.
n u wont always like wad u c.
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vanna
01:34
Saturday, February 04, 2006
any motivation seems 2 hav gone down e drain 2gether wif e promo grades..e hopes of any s pprs..or any way 2 get out of dis shithole of a country.i guess e stacks of undone tutorials n lecture nts left 2 rot away in a corner un-understood juz wan2 b left tt way.
itz so hard 2 carry on in dis fucked up system.sumtimes i wish i cld buy a 1way ticket n fly off 2 another place even if itz juz earning $10 an hr 4 e rest of my life.
oh bt of coz im juz saying.
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vanna
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