so nt evry1 lyks england...bt coz of a certain gd looking fellow frm portugal (namely..deco.)n starts labelling e england sq as arrogant?if handsome guys r al tt matters on e field..pele wudden b e greatest footballer of al times..banks wudden b tt great of a 'keeper..n buck-toothed ronaldo wud nt even exist in e world of soccer...if looks r so impt..beckham wld b king..bt apparently..tt aint e case..he's in fact..e biggest flop in euro '04...perhaps u didnt mn it dis way..bt itz pretty obvious frm e way u wrote...dere r a million n 1 thgs i cant stand..n 1 of dem is pple hu watches e game 4 hunks..hot bods..n fashion icons...totally defying e real mning of wad soccer iz all abt...u may choose 2 disagree completely..bt dis again iz juz my 2 cents worth.
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vanna
22:53
Czech Republic V Denmark: 3-0
baros staked his claim 2 b named e player of e tournament wif a superb double 2 send e Czech Republic surging in2 e semi finals of Euro 2004... e 22 year old liverpool striker took his tally in e competition 2 5goals n has scored in evry match so far...he struck 2 magnificent goals within 3 minus 2 stun e danes aft giant striker koller had headed e czechs in2 e lead...baros' goals wil live long in e memory even though in e 1st half dis was nt e thriller tt mani had expected...e much-vaunted czechs were cautious n industrious rather than carefree n creative..while e danes played 2 deir strengths..hard running 2 close down opponents den using e speed on e flanks whenever possible...halfway thru e 2nd half..baros n nedved produced surging runs 2 force corners n poborsky hit 1 perfectly..allowing koller 2 use his 6ft7in ht 2 great advantage..beat laursen 2 e ball n thump a header past sorensen...e game immediately opened up n tomasson came close 2 levelling 4 Denmark aft jorgensen opened up e czech defence..b4 sorensen thwarted nedved frm jankulovski's free kick...jorgensen had a shot blocked..poulsen snatched @ another opportunity..den tempers flared as nedved was booked 4 pulling bac gronkjaer..e chelsea winger tugging e juventus star's long hair in retaliation...den in e space of 3 mins baros showed 2 moments of sheer brilliance 2 end e contest...1st..poborsky's lofted pass found e 22 year old in space n he beat sorensen 2 make it 2-0 wif e deftest of chips... e shattered danes barely had time 2 regroup b4 baros was @ deir throats again...nedved provided e pass n baros had plenty 2 do..bt he struck a blistering diagonal shot wif his left foot frm juz inside e area..which was stil rising as it soared past sorensen...
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vanna
15:55
itz amazing how stupid u can b when u wan smth bad enuff...take me..tinking i cld hav happiness 4 longer den a min...hu was i kidding?myself.i was kidding myself.coz when all of dis happiness stuff began..i truly believed i cld hold on 2 it...long term.bt anithg long term is juz nt built in2 my life plan.aft all ttz happened..a couple of truths hav bcum abundantly clear...trust is a liability i can no longer afford..nt now..nt eva.trust..period..is bcuming a liability.
life is a solitary mission...an absurd..random search w/o mning..1 tt each person ultimately undertakes alone...looking @ it any other way is juz lyk buying in2 an illusion meant 2 make u feel safe when u're nt...so i m changing my goals n philosophies 2 reflect my actual life..nt my fantasy life...i wun hav 2 b careful wad i wish 4 animore..coz e time 4 wishing is over.
i wonder if tears make u feel human..coz if it does..den i've nv felt more so b4 as e missed penalty played over n over again..haunting my dreams...
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vanna
22:16
FT + extra time - Sweden V Holland: 0-0
Penalties - Sweden V Holland: 4-5
robben blasted Holland in2 e semi final of Euro 2004 as his country's penalty shoot out misery finally came 2 an end..e chelsea-bound midfielder slotted home his side's 6th spot-kick aft Sweden skipper mellberg had seen his effort saved superbly by van der sar 2 clinch victory on a nite of high drama aft a goalless 120 mins of football...it was juz abt wad e dutch deserved aft creating e beta chances..although dey mite hav paid 4 deir wastefulness when larsson n ljungberg both hit e woodwk in xtra time...Sweden gradually forced deir way in2 e picture n mite hav gone ahead demselves on 56 mins when aft larsson had headed jonson's cross bac across goal..Stam failed 2 connect wif his attempted clearance n cocu had 2 hack ibrahimovic's shot off e line...bt e threat posed by van nistelrooy was mounting by e second n he went close again on 62 mins when he collected a ball over e top on his chest n although his initial shot was blocked by isaksson..e rebound cannoned bac off him n ran juz wide of e post...swedish subst kallstrom blasted in2 e side-netting bt isaksson had 2 pull off a spectacular save 2 kip out a seedorf free kick 2 mins in2 e second period of extra time...nistelrooy had a strike ruled out 4 offside 3 minus ltr..bt e crossbar n den a post came 2 Holland's rescue in quick succession 2 repel shots frm 1st arsson n den ljungberg n ensure tt penalties were required...
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vanna
11:51
France V Greece: 0-1
France suffered another disastrous exit frm a major competition @ e hands of unfancied opponents as Greece achieved a sensational 1-0 victory in lisbon's jose Alvalade stadium..santini's France may hav gone 1 beta than e laz World Cup n made it thru e group stage bt dis still represented a humiliation...few wld hav given Greece..v much e minnows in e 4 quarter finals..any chance...bt german coach rehhagel has quietly put 2gether a classy looking side n dey fully-deserved deir victory..secured by charisteas' bullet header wif 25mins left...zagorakis outwitted lizarazu n struck a cross frm e byline..charisteas it met wif a full blooded header n wham! e net bulged..France were stunned and Greece were in e lead...throughout e game France..looked completely outta sorts n wif vieira's injury enforced absence leaving a chasm in e reigning champions' midfield..nv came 2 terms wif e greeks' pressing tactics n hard-running...
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vanna
17:28
FT + extra time - Portugal V England: 2-2
Penalties - Portugal V England: 6-5
England tumbled out of Euro 2004 aft a 6-5 penalty shoot out defeat in lisbon...e winning spot kick came frm goalkeeper ricardo aft crucial misses frm 1st beckham den vassell...it was a nerve shredding end 2 a controversial nite in dis quarter final...campbell appeared 2 hav given England victory rite on time when he powered in a header aft his initial effort frm a beckham free kick had cum back off e bar...howeva referee meier ruled out e central defender's effort apparently 4 pushing...instead e match went in2 extra-time aft subst postiga cancelled out owen's opener wif 7 mins remaining when he headed home a cross frm simao...rui costa gave Portugal e lead in e 110th min only 4 lampard 2 grab e equalizer 5mins ltr...England lost deir way 4 long spells aft losing rooney in e 27th min..it was left 4 owen 2 take up e baton up front n he did juz tt..owen nt only made e breakthrough aft 3 minus wif a clinical finish bt worked tirelessly 4 e cause..he latched on2 a mistake by andrade 2 loop a shot over stranded goalkeeper ricardo..owen almoz made it 2-0 aft beckham saw his chip deflected on2 e roof of e net..he made space in e area only 2 c his shot go narrowly over e top...
perhaps England was nt lucky wif sum thgs..bt ttz football..e spirit among e lads has been fantastic..bt losing dis way is v hard...i dun wanna comment on e referee..e campbell effort looked alrite..bt e referee said it was a push n he decides..2 lose on penalties is e biggest kick in e teeth u can hav in e game...portugal was xtremely gd in possession..bt i stil tink england created more chances..wif a bit of luck dey cld hav been 2-0 up @ half time...technically..Portugal r a rilli gd side..dey had sum shots..bt nt v much inside e box...
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vanna
10:57
22 june
England V Croatia: 4-2
France V Switzerland: 3-1
Group B Pts. GD
France 7 3
England 6 4
Croatia 2 -2
Switzerland 1 -5
23 june
Denmark V Sweden: 2-2
Italy V Bulgaria: 2-1
Group C Pts. GD
Sweden 5 5
Denmark 5 2
Italy 5 1
Bulgaria 0 -8
24 june
Holland V Latvia: 3-0
Germany V Czech Republic: 1-2
Group D Pts. GD
Czech 9 3
Holland 4 2
Germany 2 -1
Latvia 1 -4
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vanna
10:55
Spain V Potugal: 0-1
dis game was nt a classic in terms of quality..bt 4 drama n tension it didnt go w/o...Spain set out wif a defensive game plan..looking 2 break when dey cld..n it was wking 4 dem..ttz until Portugal gt a goal...gomes scored e all impt goal 2 send Portugal in2 e quarter finals of Euro 2004 aft a 1-0 win over Spain...e tournament hosts beat deir iberian rivals 4 e 1st time in 23 yrs 2 send dem crashing out n allow Greece..hu were beaten on e night by Russia..2 become surprise qualifiers frm Grp A...4 Spain..it was yet another failure in a big tournament despite boasting sum of e top players in e world...coach scolari..hu faced England in e laz 8 of e World Cup 2 yrs ago as Brazil boss..proved y he is 1 of e top tacticians in e game by bringing on gomes 4 pauleta @ e re-start n e player netting aft 6 mins...56 mins - wonderful interchange of passing involving 1st deco..wif a flick..den figo..wif a pass up - 2 gomes wif his bac 2 goal on e edge of e area...figo runs past 2 take defenders..turn by gomes n a blistering strike frm outside e box in2 e bottom left hand corner...a quality goal indeed.
Russia V Greece: 2-1
Greece survived conceding e fastest eva goal in European Championships hist 2 edge in2 e quarter finals of Euro 2004 by e skin of deir teeth despite e 2-1 defeat 2 Russia...it took Russia striker kirichenko juz 68s 2 claim his side's 1st goal of e tournament..n when bulykin added a 2nd wif 17 mins gone..e greeks' fairytale appeared 2 b turning in2 a nitemare...howeva rehhagel's men grasped a lifeline wif 2 mins of e half remaining when vryzas pounced on papadopoulos' knock down 2 fire home frm close range..n hope was restored...
Group A Pts. GD
Portugal 6 2
Greece 4 0
Spain 4 0
Russia 3 -2
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vanna
14:51
Italy V Sweden: 1-1
e pulsating match saw Italy dominating e 1st hr n deservedly led wif a 37th min header frm cassano..standing in 4 key playmaker totti..hu was suspended by uefa 4 spitting @ Denmark's poulsen in deir opening Grp C match...bt Italy gradually ran out of steam..took off deir attackers n sat bac 2 defend..bt in doing so allowed a defiant..skilful n battling swedish side in2 e match...dey did nt waste e chance n grabbed e point deir inventive play merited wif a remarkable goal by ibrahimovic hu hooked e ball in2 e top corner wif his bac 2 goal frm close range aft a scramble in e area in e 85th min...e italians were outstanding against e swedes 4 long periods..playing brilliantly in defense..midfield n attack..n shld hav been more than 1 goal ahead by e time sweden equalized...@ times it looked as though e equalizer wld nv cum..bt when it did no one cld deny e swedes deserved it..wif ljungberg n wilhelmsson's persistence e match eventually tip 2 Sweden's way...
Bulgaria V Denmark: 0-2
Bulgaria went out of Euro 2004 in disgrace as dey were beaten 2-0 by Denmark in an ill-tempered Grp C encounter in Braga...e bulgarians..aft shipping in 5 goals 2 Sweden in deir opening game..set out seemingly intent 2 bully deir way 2 victory...earning 5 yellow cards n 1 red card..amid all unpleasantness..Denmark made e beta chances..wif a min 2 go 2 e break..gravesen's ball set up laursen 4 a touch across goal tt tomasson rolled in2 e net...in injury time gronkjaer made sure wif a goal his industry n skill had deserved...
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vanna
23:21
England V Switzerland: 3-0
rooney became e youngest player eva 2 score in a European Championships finals as England beat Switzerland 3-0 in e sweltering heat of Coimbra...e Swiss started more brightly though wif several hakan yakin set-pieces causing sum discomfort in e England ranks..frm 1 of which gerrard nearly flicked a header in2 his own net...apart frm a couple of a.cole runs down e left..England made little headway in e opening 20 mins wif e strikers having barely a touch...bt in e 23rd min England went ahead wif deir 1st decent move of e match..celestini lost e ball in e middle of e park..gerrard surged 4ward purposely b4 knocking a pass bac 2 becks..e England skipper picked out owen wif a beautiful pass n he paused b4 dinking a short cross 4 rooney 2 thump a close-range header past stiel...in e 2nd half..England's task was made much ezier when west brom full back haas was sent off f4 a 2nd yellow card wif 30 mins left...in e min..subst vassell did xcellently 2 win possession n find rooney hu blasted a shot against e near post..e ball den bouncing off 'keeper stiel's back n in2 e goal...gerrard ended e contest when g.neville squared e ball n e liverpool midfielder beat stiel @ e near post frm 10 yards...
England though were far frm convincing n it was oni when Switzerland were reduced 2 10 men 4 e laz 30 mins tt dey looked comfortable as gerrard wrapped e game up...eriksson did spring 1 surprise in tt..unlike e swiss..he opted nt 2 play a diamond 4mation n e players spread out in a traditional 4-4-2 line-up...
Croatiz V France: 2-2
e script looked 2 b gg 2 plan when France took e lead in e 1st half thru a tudor own goal aft a zidane free kick...howeva e croats launched a furious onslaught @ e start of e 2nd period when rapaic converted a penalty b4 prso made it 2-1 wif a fine finish..al in e space of 4 mins...bt trezeguet spared french blushes when he equalized aft poor defending by tudor..although e striker appeared 2 use his hand 2 control e ball...
e draw leaves France wif oni a pt earned..preventing dem frm qualifying 4 e laz 8 wif a game 2 spare...England stands @ 2nd place aft a 3-0 win against Switzerland...
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vanna
17:46
hawaiian islands r sum of e most exotic n alluring in e world..itz mysterious n adventurous mountains..valleys n shores..mystical volcanoes..verdant rainforests rugged coastlines..white sandy beaches n calm turquoise waters..along side itz natural unparallel beauty...imagine lying on one of e pristine beaches..sun tanning in e 30 degrees celsius day-time summer temperature..surrounded by palms tt rustle softly n chorus of birds..eating sleeping n drinking soccer..nt giving a hoot abt e wk left behind sumwhr left undone...
Kaunaoa Bay at Kohala Coast in Hawaii,USA
wad a perfect summer holiday tt wld b...instead of e pathetic serangoon swimming complex whr e benches were far frm suitable 4 soaking up e sunshine...perhaps a nude beach wld b gd 2 get rid of dose unsightly bikini lines too...
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vanna
21:40
Russia V Portugal: 0-2
goals frm maniche n subst rui costa..e man blamed by mani 4 Sat's opening defeat by Greece..were enuff 2 c off 10 man Russia...e win sets up a mouth-watering final Grp A clash wif arch rivals Spain @ e Estadio Jose Alvalade in Lisbon...scolari wielded e axe as 3 members of e bac 4 hu started e ill fated opening dae clash wif Greece..ferreira,couto n rui jorge..made way 4 miguel,ricardo carvalho n nuno valente..while rui costa's place went 2 deco...e changes meant only 1 member of Portugal's famed golden generation..skipper figo..remained in e side...e portuguese started @ a gallop..deco,figo n simao dragging e russian defense al over e pitch as dey interchanged in a bid 2 create e space dey needed 2 break thru...in fact..it took dem juz 7 mins 2 fashion e opening which gt dem off 2 e perfect start..maniche swivelling on deco's ball in2 e box 2 bury a right foot shot in ovchinnikov's bottom left corner...e russians played sum nice football wif e limited amt of possession dey were afforded..bt had oni long range n inaccurate free kicks frm loskov n karyaka 2 show 4 deir efforts...deir plight deepened on e stroke of half time when ovchinnikov was sold short by sennikov's backpass n was adjudged 2 hav handled outside his area 2 prevent pauleta capitalising by referee hauge...den deco forced a gd save frm malafeev wif a dipping 74th min drive..b4 ronaldo entered e fray as a 78th min replacement 4 figo...gomes mite hav calmed thgs down wif five mins remaining..although he failed 2 get his shot away...bt rui costa did e trick wif a min remaining..converting ronaldo's cross frm close range 2 ensure sun's showdown assumes massive proportions...
Greece V Spain: 1-1
Greece followed up deir opening day victory over Portugal wif a hard fought 1-1 draw against Grp A rivals Spain...Spain dominated long spells n played sum enterprising football..particularly thru subst joaquin down e right..bt failed 2 build on morientes' 1st half goal in e 28th min...wif e greeks struggling 2 contain e spanish skill..dey were cut open on 28 mins when morientes ans his critics wif a fine goal..raul's backheel presented e Monaco man wif e opportunity..bt morientes stil produced a neat side step b4 drilling e ball past nikopolidis...e underdogs fought 4 evrythg n conceded a string of bkings..bt in an increasingly fractious match earned a pt wif a surprise equalizer frm striker charisteas..in the 66th min when tsiartas' ball found charisteas on e left of e box n e striker raced in2 e area 2 hit a rising shot which deflected off casillas high in2 e net...
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vanna
16:44
Czech V Latvia: 2-1
e Czech Republic were given e fright of deir lives by little Latvia bt eventually emerged wif e 3 pts aft a 2-1 victory in Grp D..considered Euro 2004's Grp of Death...although bruckner's side dominated in terms of possession dey failed 2 break e deadlock in e 1st period n den conceded a goal in 1st half stoppage time 2 verpakovskis...baros..hu had spurned several gd chances..equalized aft 73 mins aft fine work by poborsky...den baros' run sowed confusion in e latvian defense wif kolinko outta position in e 85th min..setting up 4 subst heinz..hu drilled in home...
Germany V Holland: 1-1
van nistelrooy saved Holland frm defeat wif a late equalizer aft Germany had looked set 2 claim a famous victory in dis compelling Grp D crunch match...as e game was slipping away frm Holland in e imposing Estadio do Dragao..van nistelrooy hooked home a ball hammered in2 e 6 yard box by van der meyde...e ball flashed past kahn 2 cancel out a 1st half free kick frm frings tt threatened 2 send Germany away wif e points aft an impressive n organised display...earlier on cocu was booked 4 felling lahm on 30 mins out on e left touchline..n when frings' free kick curled in2 e box..it was missed by every1 n crept in @ e far post 2 giv Germany e lead...
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vanna
18:07
Denmark V Italy: 0-0
Italy..beaten finalists 4 yrs ago against France..nv found deir stride as e determined danes shone bt failed 2 hit e bac of e net...e danes..considered by coach trap as deir major threat in Grp C..successfully held e Azzurri...Italy did hav 2 xcellent chances bt 'keeper sorensen was outstanding...highly rated 'keeper buffon oso came 2 e rescue 4 Italy on a few occasions...
Sweden V Bulgaria: 5-0
larsson produced a finishing masterclass 2 condemn Bulgaria 2 a crushing defeat as Sweden launched deir Grp C campaign in style...ljungberg edged e swedes in frnt wif a 32nd min tap in 2 shade a tight first half..bt larsson's brilliant diving header 12 mins aft e break gave dem breathing space n a 2nd exquisite finish a min ltr put dem out of sight...ibrahimovic made it 4 with a 78th min penalty as e swedish fans began 2 party n subst allback added a 5th @ e death aft being set up by larsson..bt e damage had been done long b4 as his side opened a major tournament wif a victory 4 e 1st time since e 1958 world cup finals...
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vanna
12:08
Switzerland V Croatia: 0-0
10-man Switzerland battled 2 a goalless draw wif a disappointing Croatia side in an ugly opening Euro 2004 grp B clash...a game devoid of flowing football was littered wif stoppages as Portuguese referee batista produced 9 yellow cards..2 of which meant a sending off 4 swiss midfielder vogel...
England V France: 1-2
England suffered a calamitous start 2 deir Euro 2004 quest as zidane conjured a stunning 2-goal laz gasp comeback tt left eriksson's side paying e price of becks' penalty miss...eriksson's side had battled so hard 2 put demselves on e brink of victory..wif lampard having headed dem in2 e lead 6 mins b4 e break...bt wif former man utd player barthez watching over goal 4 the french..becks..n ex-man-utd player himself..stepped up 2 take e penalty...wad a mistake.barthez..having save countless shots frm becks during dose training days @ old trafford..knew juz wad 2 do.even wif owen replaced earlier..cudden sum1 barthez was less familiar wif - lyk gerrard or lampard - hav taken tt penalty?BUT NO...up stepped beckham.was he trying 2 b a hero in frnt of al of england..juz as he converted successfully against Argentina 2 yrs ago?well..it was nt 2 b...barthez..reading becks lyk an old bk..dived e rite way...rooney + owen juz had 2 b replaced by heskey n hargreaves..didnt it?an obviously bad decision.as it turned out..heskey was told 2 use his physical presence...NOT IN THE FRENCH DEFENSIVE AREA BUT IN ENGLAND'S!damn him...he juz had 2 foul makelele in e 91st min 2 giv dem a penalty..didnt he?n gerrard juz had 2 pass e ball bac 2 'keeper james..rite?n e fucking ball fell rite in2 e path of henry!speak abt snatching disastrous defeat frm e jaws of victory.
"You can be a hero for 89 minutes, and all of a sudden, you've made an error and the game's over."
how absolutely brilliant..england is @ e bottom of grp B wif 0 pts...fine..i'll stop..in case i send another bottle flying.
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vanna
23:26
Portugal V Greece: 2-1
Portugal looked rattled frm e 1st min 2 e last against a Greek side tt was inventive..concise..and predatory...all words tt cld nt apply 2 e host nation hu were all fingers n thumbs @ e Estadio do Dragao..plus a tight defense tt figo n co. had trouble getting past...karagounis gave greece e lead wif 6 mins on e clock when he took advantage of hesitant defending..shooting frm 25m..putting a right footed shot juz inside e right hand post of ricardo...n e clincher-a penalty frm basinas..came early in e second period aft another self inflicted blow..a foul by subst ronaldo on seitaridis...ronaldo..hu nonetheless looked his side's most dangerous player..made partial amends wif a headed goal frm figo's corner deep into injury time @ e 93rd min..bt dere was nt enuff time left 4 e hosts 2 complete e salvage job...
Spain V Russia: 1-0
many thousands of spanish fans had flooded across e border..juz 50 miles away..2 outnumber e russians 2 to 1 in dis impressive new stadium..whr frm e very top u cld c e Algarve coastline glinting in e sun...it took Spain more sweat n toil than dey had anticipated bt saez's side gt off 2 e start 2 e Euro 2004 finals dey had dreamed of...e decider came wif subst valeron's 1st touch aft saez had made drastic changes on e hour 2 haul off star men morientes n baraja...e changes wked a treat wif Spain taking e lead a min ltr thru valeron..hu had been pushed in2 a attacking midfield role leaving raul on his own up front...e goal came when puyol surged 2 e line n pulled e ball bac 4 e deportivo star 2 take control..create space n fire e ball past ovchinnikov...bt injury ravaged Russia defended bravely n created a few dangerous moments of deir own...in e end though it was class n skill tt won e day rather than a side prepared 2 notch up e bookings trying 2 stay in e chase...
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vanna
12:05
okay.so..abt my being fortune's hamster...i may hav been a little xtreme...tt is 2 say...it seems tt by some twist of bizarro unxplainable planetary misalignment or smth...dere seems 2 b dis little..window...dis little heretofore nv seen escape hatch..whrby i seem 2 hav landed in dis twilight zone whr derez lyk dis alternate universe..containing in it sum sort of matter-antimatter reversal..causing a certain unxplainable phenomenon tt can oni b defined as-
i'll stop.i cant xplain it away...i juz hav 2 say it...im juz gg 2 say it...bt i dun wanna say it...if i say it..it dies...n i dun wan it 2 die...well..though yday was one of e moz terrible of days...when i woke up dis morning..i actualli felt......happy.yes..i've been confused..n enraged..n tinking a lot abt whr dis path leads 2...bt i guess u cant handle so mani thgs @ 1 go..esp when Euro 2004-Portugal kicks off 2nite.
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vanna
15:24
i've always had a special place in my heart 4 rodents..i was obsessed wif hamsters n gerbils when i was a kid...i tink evry1 figured i'd grow out of it..bt it hasnt happened yet...
e fact of e matter is..i realize juz how close i felt 2 all dose poor hamsters n gerbils i'd mercilessly forced in2 pethood...coz when u boil it down 2 itz essential elements..our lives r rilli xactly e same...living in e same ignorant hell...c..tt poor little thg tinks he's free..he figures,hey..i've gt free will..i can go whereva e hell i wan..i can b wadeva i wanna b..i'm juz gonna climb rite in2 dis metal wheel here n head 4 e hills...20mins ltr..tt ignorant ball of fluff is sweating his ass off..panting lyk an alaskan husky on a new york summer day...he figures he muz b @ least a mile farther in his life..mabbe even 2...den he takes a look ard n he sees e truth...he's rite dere in e xact same little piece of shit wheel..in e same xact little piece of shit box...free will?wad a freaking joke...sure..he's gt e will...itz e free pt ttz e prob...c..coz he's in a goddamn box..a big glass box...n sure..he can c e rest of e world..he can imagine being pt of e rest of e world...bt a few steps 4ward n reality smacks him in his innocent little black-eyed face...
ttz me.tt hamster running my ass off in life's little metal wheel n glass box...how cld i hav been so blind?how did it all slip rite over my head?i noe e ans...itz obvious...e oni way i'd mizz smth lyk tt...is if i wanted 2...i thot i had free will..i thot i'd broken free frm my doom-saturated glue trap of a life n tt i was gg 2 change it..i thot i cld change my life...wadda hell was i tinking?i was nv free frm anithg..i was nv escaping anithg...e whole time i was juz being suckered in2 life's little games...n my life will alwayz b e xact same..nothg wil eva change...all i'm doing is scampering my little feet in my little wheel..mile aft mile...n 2 tel u e truth...i'm tired..i'm exhausted...
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vanna
13:55
