Saturday, December 31, 2005
i hate emotional attachments.dey make evrythg so hard 2 let go of.
e same place almost evryday 4 e past 6wks.
all things familiar on e desk.
1 last time thru dis door.
chomel spree n a dkny watch 2 round 2005 up.
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vanna
22:28
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
much as i hate 2 admit..dere r sum thgs i oni start 2 miss when dey're over.evrythg felt so different 2day.dere were no more gift wrap counters @ e 3levels when i took e escalator up by habit instead of e lift.e long snaking queues r no longer dere.no more incessant calls of 'next pls'.no more looking out 4 pple i noe @ e counters.wadz dere now r juz e chairs n sofas 4 e customers.evrythg xmas is gone juz like tt.evrythg seemed 2 hav disappeared w/o a trace.it was almost like e past 3wks nv even took place.u get wad i mn?it was just plain empty.E-M-P-T-Y.
itz unbelievable how dese 1.5mths went by so quickly.it really is amazing.first,tt dreaded pw is over.then i gt a job.nx is thanksgiving.n den itz a mad rush @ e giftwrap counter n xmas itself.n now.new yr is 4days away.gd lord.dis yr flew past.literally.it didnt seem 2 long ago when i gt my PAE results.neither did it seem like a yr ago when i was looking 4ward 2 jc life.n now im halfway thru.it has been a great yr..wif so many wonderful new pple i've met n dose tt hav guided me along e way..showing me e ropes n all.n of coz i wudden b whr im now if nt 4 god.he who taught me faith n showed me tt..well..dere IS a light @ e end of e tunnel aftall.
n sumtimes..u get presents frm e pple u least xpect.
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vanna
21:22
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
im baffled by how incredulously stupid sum pple can get.
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vanna
23:45
i enjoy long bus rides alone.esp @ nite.when u can juz sit in e corner @ e back.dey r kinda lyk e oni time u can rilli sit down n hav time 2 think.n i dun mn think as in think abt how u're gonna write an essay or solve a math sum.think as in think abt wad u're gonna b doing 10 yrs down..abt how far u've come along in life so far..abt whether e values u go by needs any adjustment.
itz weird 2 c how pple younger than u behaving e way dey do.it rilli is.coz when u think back..u dun recall urself acting tt way.i dont noe.mabbe i've seen 2 much n turned cynical.
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vanna
01:40
Sunday, December 18, 2005
pple ought 2 b a little more grateful 2 others sumtimes.dey shld understand tt wad dey get is a favor..n nt smth dey r entitled 2.y izzit so hard 4 dem 2 understand tt wadeva dey r getting..it is out of courtesy and goodwillness of the other party?@ e end..when dey r given wad others had provided dem..hav e courtesy 2 smile n thank pple 4 wad dey hav done 4 u.or @ e v least..dun make urself an asshole by making any additional ridiculous demands.
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vanna
21:05
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
hu e blinking fuck do u think u r.even e bosses dun question me..wad right do u as a measly retail manager hav.nobody talks 2 me lyk tt.now take tt fucker.
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vanna
17:38
Thursday, December 08, 2005
itz interesting 2 c how fabulous n flawless thgs seem on e surface..yet beneath all tt large retail space n hordes of customers..lies a system so fucked up u can nv imagine.e long talk brot so much stuff in2 perspective n made so much sense.itz been a damn long time since sum1 said smth tt rilli gt me thinking.n i mn it..dose lectures n schwk..dey deaden ur mind so much u juz start functioning lyk a robot.
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vanna
00:24
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true,add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.I wear glasses or contact lenses.I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.I curse sometimes.I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.I need money right now.I love sushi.I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.I was born in a country outside of the U.S.I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.I believe in God.I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. [EWWW]
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.I have a lot to learn.I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.I watch soap operas whenever I can.I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.I'm obsessed with guys.Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.I am comfortable with who I am right now.I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.I fucking hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.I can't whistle.I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.I still have every journal I've ever written in.I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I enjoy spending money,it gives me a high.Tag:gwen,yani,ching,simin,ong.
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vanna
22:52
im nt being sarcastic.bt i do luv meeting new pple.dey giv u new insights n make u look @ thgs frm another perspective.so now i noe y certain kind of pple r rejected jobs..n how pple decide if dey wanna hire u..n wad kinda shit pple hav 2 go thru 2 arrange a roster 4 1 particular staff juz coz he cudden wk on certain days..n how goddamn irritating it is 2 hav a staff calling u up n say 'i quit'.
i hav always hated quitters..in whicheva aspect.so yes..u resign frm ur job..n u get ur pay 4 wadeva amt of wk u've done.n so u've met ur objective of getting e $.u get 2 go on perhaps a mini shopping spree.u r happy.bt wad does it prove abt u?tt u cant factor in long term benefits.n tt u quit.simply coz u cant hold out any longer..4 wadeva reasons or xcuses u may find urself.
i swear itz terrible how we can hav 17-year-olds still depending largely on deir parents 4 doing simple stuff lyk making fone calls 2 enquire abt job vacancies.
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vanna
00:22
Thursday, December 01, 2005
sum pple juz make ur day.
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vanna
23:45
