e lift door opened at e 4th level.n there u stood.i thought i had finally stashed away e memories n moved on.but they came back in floods n i found myself suddenly wishing its e last 2mths of 2005 all over again.of coz there were e many shits frm day 2 day,but at least i was happy.
wad if i nv did went down 2 fill in e application form n nv picked up her phone call or rejected e offer altogether.then i wouldnt hav 2 try so hard 2 get back in2 e routine of sch.but...i wouldnt hav made e useful connections or met someone who quite amazingly turned my life ard.n still is.
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vanna
20:32
much as we clamor 4 e half days n full days off,i guess deep down we all know tt so long as we get e title back..e no. of off days given wouldnt matter anymore.
4-2.viva la
victoria
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vanna
22:57
its always gd 2 hear tt a fren u havent been in contact with much is doing gd n finally has things sorted out.n mann.i couldnt feel happier 4 him.
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vanna
23:32
come 2 think of it..it actually is quite scary how u can develop a dependency 4 something tt u've gotten so used 2.n when its gone all of a sudden,u get this undescribable empty feeling.so maybe its gd 2 take a step back evry so often 2 make sure tt at e end of e day,if evrythg falls..u still hav urself left.
there r always pple around u tt wld love 2 c u fall n not advance in life.they dont say it out loud,but they try 2 make sure it happens.they're e ones forever trying 2 put u down in one way or another,juz bcoz they think wad they say or do is gonna make a difference 2 e way u perceive urself.i pity these pple coz wad their behavior simply goes 2 show e extent of their own insecurities.im not saying tt their comments wont affect evry1.but i juz dont belong 2 tt category.
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vanna
00:32
mine mine mine all mine.
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vanna
13:26
we read about pple missing out so much in life due 2 e relentless pursuit of material comforts all e time.n how its only when they're 1 foot in e grave tt they finally realize e 6-figure pay n all e riches they hav r but shadows n dust.
but this isnt gonna stop e millions out there trying 2 scale e corporate ladder from driving themselves to e top spot.n neither is it gonna stop me.but i guess we should all stop.breathe.take a look around.just once in a while.2 make sure we havent lost e things money cant buy.
the repetitive drills up n down e pists.
the lunge after lunge at the opponent.
the buzzing of e scoreboard tt indicates a point.
the hand stiff from holding e epee.
the many many personal coachings.
the short sharp breaths taken behind the mask.
ah yes.all that n so much more.but i dont believe in regrets.
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vanna
15:51
i dont know abt e rest of u.but writing a lit essay is always a major pain in e ass 4 me.not that i dislike lit.its just tt sometimes words r inadequate 2 describe how i feel n understand something.its that sense of unsatisfaction when u hand in ur script,knowing that u hav failed 2 accurately convey ur thoughts.2 judge ur understanding by writing an essay...its simply unfair 2 e mind.which absorbs so much more than it can phrase in2 sentences.or 2 e heart.which feels so much more than it lets on.
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vanna
20:58
given an infinite universe n infinite time,all things will happen.tt means tt every event is inevitable,including those tt r impossible.n its as gd an explanation 4 all of this as anything else.
aint it amazing how focusing on e prettier things make everything else a whole lot more bearable.
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vanna
10:18
certain pple r juz plain rude n irresponsible.they make decisions concerning u w/o first asking u.ie.lending out something that belongs 2 u.ok so let's assume tt there wasnt time 4 asking.then @ least hav e goddamn decency 2 inform e owner abt it.n when e person who borrowed it dosent return it on time,e asshole who lent it out shld hav made an effort straight away 2 look e borrower up n demand an explanation since u fucking shithead is e one who started all this shit.considering tt e item is needed urgently n of great importance juz made evrythg worse.
some shld learn 2 shut their trap n mind their own business.dont assume tt having known me 4 a little longer than most others have gives u e right 2 get any sort of information out of me.n still.dont assume tt evrybody who knows us both have got e right 2 know abt wadeva u would like 2 share.its seriously pathetic how these pple thrive on gossips.it juz goes 2 show how lacking their lives r.n boy is it amusing.after all those yrs of mind games n politics,u mean u xpect me 2 tell u how im leading my life now?
actually everything seems 2 make perfect sense on hindsight.its incredible how accurate first impressions r.pple almost always turn out e way i imagine them 2 b.
still there r others who simply love 2 assume.they think tt having known u 4 donkey yrs,they shld know how u would react in a particular situation n predict how u feel towards things.but thats juz it.speculation.wad do they really know?
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vanna
20:40
so i sat there.drinking hot chocolate.watching e world go by.n 4 a moment.juz a moment.e rain seemed 2 hav washed away e wkload.
i need a break.a long one.
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vanna
22:50
