u spend ur entire life building up defenses.telling yourself never 2 fall in2 tt hole everyone else around u has fallen in2.never 2 lose ur rationality.or 2 give e last bit tt has held u together all this while.but then one fine day,1 person walks in ur life;n b4 u know it,u're stripped bare of everything u built up.
ironic isnt it.
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vanna
21:11
holidays + sales r never a gd thing.
wait,only 1 of these is a sales item.
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vanna
14:51
its kinda sad how we r so self-absorbed n trapped in our own world tt we've forgotten 2 care 4 e pple who matter in our lives.it wasnt until yday when a fren told me something tt happened 2 a close fren of ours tt i realized i've been so out of touched with pple who once went thru so much with me.
i cant remember when was e last time i had a gd chat with a fren i've known 4 more than half my life.
i cant remember when was e last time i made an effort 2 contact e pple i cliqued with in class during my upper sec days.
i cant remember when was e last time i initiated a conversation with some1 over msn just 2 ask how they've been.
i cant remember when was e last time i actually called up my ex-squadmate 2 catch up.
i cant even remember when was e last time i actually felt like doing any of e above.
its seriously tragic how we forget 2 even try.
"waking up in the morning, brushing your teeth, waiting for the bus, standing in the queue for your meepok, that couple of minutes between climbing into bed and falling asleep, they all have one thing in common and you know what it is despite adamant denial- somebody's taken your breath away."
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vanna
19:21
a little late 2 talk abt tt england match last wk,but i just HAVE to.mann.i nearly had a heart seizure. (think john terry's goal line clearance)
reading the press n listening 2 e radio after england's 2-0 win over trinidad and tobago u might be excused 4 thinking tt the men in white had barely got out of their own half.but what actually happened was tt england attacked but failed 2 break down a resolute T&T side b4 two strikes of sheer class turned the game in england's favour.
beckham's pinpoint cross to the head of crouch was a sublime bit of skill-2 hit a ball of tt accuracy 2 perfection is a talent only e world's very best have.n likewise gerrard's goal would be regarded as a wonder strike if it wasnt 4 e fact he does it so many times a season.
one thing hasnt changed in football over e years.e game still lasts 90mins plus stoppage time n a goal scored in any second of those minutes still counts.2 in the last 10mins is still e same as 1 in e 27th min n 1 in e 39th.nothing has changed.
life is like football in a way aint it.always unpredictable.always dependent on how u field e players n tweak e formation.sometimes e changes work,sometimes they dont.
n goddamn e local customs @ e causeway checkpoints.8h is enough 4 me 2 fly 2 tokyo.
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vanna
18:28
chao ah beng:i won $58.80 yesterday! :)
me:ya la ya la 2-0 to czech rite.
chao ah beng:2-0 to italy and 3-0 to czech..
me:hah i didnt watch e 2nd half of e czech game.n 3-1 to australia la!can u believe it!!
chao ah beng:japan should win lah..sian mann.
me:i didnt watch e italy one.i juz woke up only.y u like dont need 2 sleep wan.
chao ah beng:i slept only for 2hrs plus
me:tsk.things pple do 4 soccer.so u still supporting italy?
chao ah beng:i always support italy one mah.yesterday they play not bad..could have been 5-0
me:england as always 4 me :) brazil V croatia 2nite.u watching not?i predict a draw.
chao ah beng:no i not watching.dun u ever predict mann!i've got 50 bucks on it.. and i'm thinking of increasing my bet on that match.
chao ah beng:i'm going to buy 100 bucks czech win ghana..haha
so excuse me while i go park my ass in front of the tv set.
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vanna
13:22
do pple actually die from overeating?
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vanna
22:01
its kinda therapeutic drowning yourself in wk - not feeling.not speaking.simply doing.its only in wk that u find consistency n when u actually know what u wish 2 accomplish at e end of e day.its only when u delve deep in2 e math sum that u completely shut out all other thoughts n concentrate on the problem in front of u.n maybe its in e constant repetition of numbers n formulas that some form of inner peace can be found.where everythg follows a structure n theres more or less a definite solution 2 anythg.
that was precisely wad i did.but somehow even within e rigidity n certainty of wk,answers 2 uncertainties surfaced.
but goddammit.im not abt 2 lose focus.
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vanna
16:25
wad if one day,u find that evrythg u once believed in..pple u thought would always b there 4 u,gone?now wad kind of hell would that b?
i hate it when i hear pple saying tt evrythg will turn out fine in e end..or things r gonna wk themselves out.coz it dosent make sense.how can evrythg turn out well unless u see 2 it n make them happen?
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vanna
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vanna
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