i dont get why people always feel the need to fill up the spaces of silence in between conversations.silence is so a beautiful and essential (it almost seems to exist as a separate entity by itself),albeit sometimes a little awkward between two strangers.it allows the mind to think without the disruption of putting your thoughts into words and the further distraction of people responding to what you think,which then goes on to cut you away from your brain activity by you allowing yourself to be affected by what they think of your musings.silence has this enormous power in calming the soul and bringing you back to equilibrium.
its kind of a strange thing to say,but i dont particularly enjoy talking.
talking is complex.the main difference between speech and writing is that one requires tone and stresses on certain words and syllables.this is the fundamental of allowing others to understand what you're saying,as well as to read into your emotions.that said,i think its very unbecoming of people to raise their voice to show displeasure.it very simply brings out how little control they have over themselves.
i recently came across this video of someone who cant pronounce,got all his tenses and grammer wrong, and couldnt string a proper sentence together.i think the person should either 1 shut up, or 2 go for english and speech correction classes.
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vanna
11:42
gray skin.
bad complexion.
no makeup.
always in black.
pudgy.
stupid.
pretentious accent.
unable to operate a photocopier.
cannot read own illegible handwriting.
lazy to open own office door.
fucking ugly old (and very probably sexually depraved and menopausal)bitch.
meet my boss.
i would be very much over the moon if i were to flip the newspaper in a few hours time and see that she has died in an accident somewhere.
i've always wondered what people do if they've got too much free time on their hands.now i know - they call you from overseas,they get you on IM,and then they email you multiple times to......tell you about the same thing.
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vanna
00:56
medical checkup is finally done.with a little cheating on the side,no less.heehee :)
revisiting places you've left-its funny thing.its like taking a step back into the past,and for a moment you convinced yourself the hands of the clock did turn back.but when you see that things werent quite the way they were,it is then you realize that time has passed.
and it was just like old times.
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vanna
00:22
i have this uncontrollable urge to stuff my 3inch heels up you - one up your nose and one up your fucking ass.
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vanna
11:24

1 crawl into shirt
2 sniff and explore
3 *bite* nipple
4 crawl out from shirt
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vanna
23:02