its the prospect of moving on thats both exciting and terrifying.because its often at this moment when you start to think if the move you make is really bringing you a step closer to your goals and aspirations,or a step back.i think its scary to look 5 years ahead.because each time i say i dont see myself living in this damn place for the rest of my life,im reminded at the same time that there is simply no room for stagnancy,and the things i have to achieve is forever juxtaposed against the ticking hand of time.
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vanna
23:34
what makes a more memorable birthday than falling in the pool at the beach club and getting a bruise the size of your hand on your ass.so it was beer,two bottles of vodka,champagne,and dick cupcakes (and a bottle of missing tequila).

oh yea we do it in style baby :D
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vanna
23:38
so the last 4 days,i puked into the bin in my room,fell into a drain,asked an important question,and finally booked my flights for shanghai and munich.
in every major decision made in life,there should be no halfway mark about it.because it has to be something you want bad enough and something you would go all out for.and when i make decisions like this,there is no turning back.
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vanna
22:19
i think once you've gone past the point of caring, everything else is suddenly a lot easier. because then its just a matter of getting by and all you'll be left to do is count the remaining days.
its unbelievable how much bullshit im taking just to make it for the trip this september. if i could, i wouldnt even buy a return ticket.
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vanna
22:55