before i start..just wanna say that all i'll be saying might not make sense and it'll just seem like a whole load of crap.right..not too happy with things at the moment.things have taken a change since aroud 1600 yesterday when the results of the POP were announced.yeah..a drastic and not too good change..a 180ยบ turn.not unexpected though but just a little too hard to accept..goddamn.though some people i favor more are in the committee holding a rather important post,i must say that doesnt mean she deserves it more than others who...are not in the committee and has better qualities.move on to the next one.there is of coz a...surprise..or so to me at least..who is in the committee,but come to think of it,she does deserve the post.and of coz there is also another one,who used..i would say..unscrupulous methods to worm her way into the ranks of staff sergeants.not that im ego but i think i would rather replace myself with her post.fine.you must be thinking what an asshole im..so what then if im?thats the plain truth.thats what i think.and thats all that matters.you may think i've turned into this green eyed monster but what i wanna bring across is that,some people simply dont..make the cut..yeah.thats my point.
everything i once believed in is gone..everything i once knew is taken away..everything i once held onto no longer exists..everything...well,it kinda juz disappeared in2 thin air...gone frm my world...suspected smth long ago,but din giv it much thot..thot it was sum coincidental incidents..i shld hav known..i shld hav done smth..but itz 2 late now..does it mn itz al my fault?tt i brought it uopn myself?no,i refuse 2 belive tt ...i nv will,coz i believe tt @ least i stil have my integrity...
wadeva it iz...life has 2 go on..tinks r gonna ruff itself out...more responsibilities now since took over... load increases...more balancing 2 b done..alrite..aniwae...2 al 2 sec3s...letz wk 2gether 2 bring forth e unit...cheers!to the next step!
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vanna
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