just returned from ndp practice..feeling much refreshed after a bath.now eating some potato chips..heh.weather today was good,wasn't too much sun.not that i missed it :P not tired tonight unlike the other sat nights.there's heritage trail tomorrow.need to report to hq by 0630.this is bad.think would have to wake up at around 0530.so i'll have to settle with less than 6h of sleep today.tsktsk...pray hard i dont faint during the race tomorrow hah.
mr ang/liang yew sir was mad today coz apparently someone from the redx contingent wrote into the ndp exco complaining about having only 1 ticket.yeah so he blew up and wasn't in a very good mood.the preview today was not really up 2 standard in my opinion.people did not take dressing and the files were crooked.must have been unsightly from the grand stand.happened to glance over to the GOH and saw this person from the first file with a wrong armswing..tsk.the goody bag was heavy...and well...the design was...a bad imitation of deuter bags.but what can i say...?though the material was actually ok,dont think i'll b using it anytime...haha.seems like we wont be having a party on 9 aug when we return to hq unlike previous years.mr ang was pissed with the ticket issue and decided to call it off.well...what can i say again..?got back to hq rather early today.thats a good thing i guess.there was this 'ball' joke that mr ang made and the atmosphere kinda loosened up a little.need to bring full-u next week for uniform inspection...
right..and you know what?i actually find myself still being able to talk to those people i thought i would ignore after POP.the tension seem to have disappeared,but there is still this tinge of regret and utter disappointment in me that i just cant wish away.maybe what i thought of initially still holds - that things might never be the same again for everyone..and theres no point trying to change that fact.theres still alota discontentment about the decision of the posts undereneath,just that people dont talk things out...
find my blog entries getting very draggy nowadays..maybe thats coz i've just got too much to spew out.and am afraid that if i dont,things are going to be buried deep down..and one fine day,who knows i might just,you know,erupt like a dormant volcano.eyes are nearly closing now..think i need to catch some sleep...shall end here.
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vanna
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