woke up this morning,stared at the ceiling for a long long time before reality eventually hit me.that all these sats i've feared and looked forward to at the same time is now gone.no longer present.wonder how i would live knowing that there would never again be another saturday like the past 18 ones i've been thru.mixed feelings about this whole issue.the positive side being having more time to spare academic wise.the negative side being not able to see the instructors and fellow ndp cadets every saturday again.maybe i will live to miss the constant nagging and yelling from the sirs and ma'ams.still,i refuse to believe that everything ended the moment we all left hq yesterdat night.still,i hold onto this fading hope that maybe its all but a terrible nightmare.but as the sunlight shone into my room and onto my face this morning,i finally came to accept reality.all of this is but of memories now.viewed the taped chn5 ndp program..not much of the redx contingent is shown.ok as far as i can see..maybe its even good..excellente..i dunno.guess all of us put in our very best for redx,for s'pore.not only the hq personnel and cadets but also the 2 marshalls..freddy and edwin..the 3 army trainers..
red cross ndp03 in-house song:
Friends they make me happy,
bring sunshine to my life.
A light of hope you always are,
standing by me near and far.
Lending me your shoulders,
when I need to cry.
You're part of my life, friends,
forever in my heart.
You're part of my life, friends,
forever in my heart.
thats all i have to say.couldn't help but feel a twang of nostalgia in my heart.not your average sentimental person,but let this be an exception.
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vanna
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