its halloween and here im,sitting pathetically in front of the computer brooding over the 'outcome' of this year,wondering if i deserve what i got,and sadly i gotta say i dont.coz putting in twice as much as i get is definitely not my idea of a successful year.you know,when someone tells you that you deserve something..something good presumably,doesnt mean that you have the ability to do it.neither is seeing so many others ahead of you my idea of success.and thats more than half of the cohort for you.much as i hate to admit it,i think things have all gone the wrong way since the start of the year.its been one whole fucked up year indeed.the term closes today but somehow it seems that 2003 and 2004 will be one big year joined.the next 2 months wont be much of a holiday i guess.when term begins again in january,i would have the feeling its term 5.dammit.bet the party's underway at sentosa right now.what the hell!and no,im not going to say i dont give a damn..coz i do.
its good to know that honest people still exists.coz they are fast becoming a minority in the world.thats a sad fact..so.sometimes its weird to find that strangers are a lot nicer to you than those close to you.maybe they're just wearing masks..or maybe its bcoz people close to you are taking things for granted.whichever way you look at it,it definitely feels good.even for that split second when a kind act from an unknown soul brightens your day.
"If I was invisible
I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I would make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
I'll tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
Wait
I already am"
-Invisible by Clay Aiken
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