Tuesday, October 14, 2003
you hope and you dream but you never believe that something's gonna happen for you.not like it does in the movies.and when it does,you sort of expect it to feel different.more visceral.,more real.like IMAX maybe.yeah...its all around us.you look around,you see different people doing different things...people hanging out.,people sipping coffee,having burgers... you could be anywhere else in the world,but you could only find it here.what are these people looking for...?for me,its about finding out something about a place and something about yourself.and when you get off the beaten track,thats when you find out what there is to find out.i like being alone for 2 reasons.first of all,being alone allows you more opportunity to absorb your experiences on a personal level.secondly,i feel theres no one suitable to accompany me.in a way,life is like a giant cookie.mix everything together,add a couple of nuts,and you get a great combination with a soft center.but miss out just one tiny bit of detail,it turns out bad.and thats the way the cookie crumbles...
well.and so it ended.but not quite though as nov7,o3 draws near.just a short period of time to catch my breath again before work piles up and also to let loose before results are made known.not much time...just about 2.5 days.hopes aren't high as they fell during the few hours of suffering in the hall the past days.but then again,whats done cannot be undone...and we shall see.
england held turkey to a 0-0 draw at istanbul on saturday.would have won if becks didn't miss that fateful penalty.looks like he tripped and the ball went off the bar.think its the first time he miss a penalty for england.what a pity.alpay sneered becks after his miss and a row followed.its plastered all over the papers now.no surprise..think alpay's future in premier league and international wise is ruined.only got himself to blame.a fine player,but crushed coz of his temper.ferdinand was left outta the squad due to him not taking a blood test.england squad threatened a strike if ferdinand's not included..thankfully it didn't take place.but matter still not cleared up..dont think he's guilty of drugs..
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