Friday, November 07, 2003
to think that some things that you look forward so much to...that kept you optimistic for the past few days despite the bleakness are just lies..is utterly disappointing.and not am i only thoroughly disappointed,im very much angered by the sudden turn of events.not coz of the assumed quality of certain things,but coz of how the people reacted.why is it that some people you expected to understand how you would feel after the chain of..well..ordeals,just fail to.and come short of the personal demands of one.maybe its the high level of difficulty to relate to each other.if thats the case,i shall not bother to try anymore in future.
a major event ended today,leaving me with a hollow space within to be filled.it sounds strange coz this is definitely not what i expected.it suddenly seems im left aimless and empty.what i did expect instead was absolute elation and perhaps a slight tinge of smugness.maybe i did experience these,but only for that brief moment like a passing cloud..drifting..and then its gone again.but i hold my hopes high that the next couple of days will be more fulfilling and more..much more enjoyable than the disaster today...
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vanna
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