Saturday, November 22, 2003
think it doesnt matter if you're a coward once in a while..taking the easy way out.things have not worked out as planned and with deadline just a few days away,the proper discussion with the few hasnt even been staged,leading to clashes in ideas and miscommunications of course.and somewhat,this time,i've involved gotten myself involved so much in this damn thing that its hard to pull out.time and again,i constantly sought for ways to pull out,but sitting down and thinking of it,calmly taking a step away from my position and looking at the big picture,i think i've found it.obstacles along the way are inevitable,but whats important is that we dont lose sight of our ultimate goal and turn on a bend at a road of no return.trying to look at things in a third person's point of view helps a lot in the sense that you are neutral.you want things to work out,yes..and how do you do that..?you think simply.you think out of the box and not be afraid to cross certain boundaries.not be bounded by such and such so called guidelines and limits.plenty of resources out there to be tapped,so theres no reason why you restrict yourself and run around to boxed in circles,heading nowhere.i do admit i was frustrated by failure this time round but i've since come to understand that the answer eluded me coz it required a lesser mind or perhaps a mind bound by the parameters of perfection.right from the start,i could already see the chain reaction..the chemical precursors that signal the onset of an emotion,designed specifically to overwhelm logic and reason.an emotion that is blinding pple from the simple and obvious truth.
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vanna
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