Friday, December 26, 2003
lost...?even the last holiday of the yr has came and gone.and now,there is nothing left to look forth to.what left behind 7 weeks before must be picked up again in a few days time.and i do not deny a reluctance to do so.so gotten used to the late nights spent online and late breakfasts.simply doing nothing and just lazing around the house..homework left to complete at my own free time.yet all these are not made to last for they are just twisted perceptions of happiness.and soon,you will plunge straight back to where you were.mercilessly left to fight what you fear.
theres a difference between knowing the path and walking the path.you always know where its leading to.it starts with the honeymoon year,then the streaming year,followed by the year you have to adapt to subject changes,then it ends at a crossroad where you take the exams and it determines where you go next.so systematic.seemingly so easy for an onlooker.yet it takes one hell of guts to step onto the path and take your first step.and a whole lot more mental strength to carry on after that.
went back to look at the archives of my blog.especially the ones during ndp.and its surprising how they brought back waves of emotions,yet little of memories.no.,im not guilty or anything.just plain amazed at how fast things you thought you could remember for the rest of your life are forgotten so quickly.not a few years,in fact just a matter of months.yeah it conjures up a tinge of nostalgia,but no longer the hoo-ah kinda feeling.just that you know you've been there and done that.simple as that.had a thought provoking message left at the tagboard not too long ago: looking back once in awhile is good,but fall not into the trap of living in the past.
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vanna
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