this is as far as i can escape from reality.the illusions slowly faded away,exposing the plain ugly truth beneath.no longer can i feign ignorance for there on the table lay a single sheet of paper.
it was expected.wasnt it.maybe just waiting for the shock of the suddenness to subside,thats all.recovery chances dropped to nearly zero.all hope vanished and the least we could do was try to prolong it.the few seemingly short months left dragged on.day by day she grew weaker,strength left her,reduced to a bag of bones,drained of energy.and at last all signs of life left her.thousands were blown over the drugs.i guess we were still holding on to a thin strand of hope then.maybe we just felt the need to do something.not willing to let her fade away without giving a shot.perhaps its best it ends this way.it is indeed pointless to drag on any further.this way,the suffering would be gone.alleviated of the pain.we should learn to let go.just holding onto the love,joy,and happiness that once were.love.where does it come from?who lit this flame in us?nothing can put it out or conquer it.i was a prisoner.it set me free.
life...itz so fascinating izen it..i read sumwhr tt life is e fire tt burns n e sun tt gives lite..e wind n e rain n e thunder in e sky..life is matter n is earth..wad is n wad is nt..n wad beyond is in eternity...i believe death is neither evil nor gd..itz juz dere..1 of e many processes in life evry1 of us is gonna go thru...o my soul..let me b in u now..look out thru my eyes..look out @ e thgs u've made..all thgs shining.
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vanna
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