i've always had a special place in my heart 4 rodents..i was obsessed wif hamsters n gerbils when i was a kid...i tink evry1 figured i'd grow out of it..bt it hasnt happened yet...
e fact of e matter is..i realize juz how close i felt 2 all dose poor hamsters n gerbils i'd mercilessly forced in2 pethood...coz when u boil it down 2 itz essential elements..our lives r rilli xactly e same...living in e same ignorant hell...c..tt poor little thg tinks he's free..he figures,hey..i've gt free will..i can go whereva e hell i wan..i can b wadeva i wanna b..i'm juz gonna climb rite in2 dis metal wheel here n head 4 e hills...20mins ltr..tt ignorant ball of fluff is sweating his ass off..panting lyk an alaskan husky on a new york summer day...he figures he muz b @ least a mile farther in his life..mabbe even 2...den he takes a look ard n he sees e truth...he's rite dere in e xact same little piece of shit wheel..in e same xact little piece of shit box...free will?wad a freaking joke...sure..he's gt e will...itz e free pt ttz e prob...c..coz he's in a goddamn box..a big glass box...n sure..he can c e rest of e world..he can imagine being pt of e rest of e world...bt a few steps 4ward n reality smacks him in his innocent little black-eyed face...
ttz me.tt hamster running my ass off in life's little metal wheel n glass box...how cld i hav been so blind?how did it all slip rite over my head?i noe e ans...itz obvious...e oni way i'd mizz smth lyk tt...is if i wanted 2...i thot i had free will..i thot i'd broken free frm my doom-saturated glue trap of a life n tt i was gg 2 change it..i thot i cld change my life...wadda hell was i tinking?i was nv free frm anithg..i was nv escaping anithg...e whole time i was juz being suckered in2 life's little games...n my life will alwayz b e xact same..nothg wil eva change...all i'm doing is scampering my little feet in my little wheel..mile aft mile...n 2 tel u e truth...i'm tired..i'm exhausted...
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vanna
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