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u hate it..dunch u?when pple brg up e past tt u tried so hard 2 4get..undoing al ur previous efforts @ burying n stashing dem away in a tiny dark corner of ur brain...y do dey juz luv toking abt e past..constantly comparing it wif e present..reminiscing e thgs tt were..e thgs tt once existed..n e thgs tt nv wil b again...izit rilli so hard 2 understand tt certain memories r unpleasant..n it took much more than awhile 2 stop dose nitemares frm occuring...well i guess itz bcoz dey nv xperience such demselves..e fear of falling asleep evrynite coz u're afraid of wad u wld dream...dere is smth i admire of dose hu r willing 2 subject demselves 2 such horror once again (only @ a higher level dis time round) aft 4 long yrs of service..wadz deir source of passion tt kips dem so committed?i dun geddit..n mabbe nv will...when dey spoke of e treatment dey received..n e terrible thgs dey were ordered 2 do...misery drips frm deir evry word..yet when asked if dey regret e decision..e ans is a firm no...mabbe an analogy of dis wld b e time nt long ago when we drilled endlessly under midday sun..howeva worn out or discouraged..we persisted juz 2 get dose damn trophies...ttz e destination n source of motivation u c..bt 4 smth such as joining as a vi..wadz e aim?2 pass e course..?n den?2 get more cca pts..?yes..ttz a major pt..bt izzit big enuff 2 make u hang in dere..ttz another qns.e 2nd intake nx june wil nid sum serious consideration..including getting past dose psychological barriers.

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