i looked over @ e wall in my rm..i looked @ the paint..n it struck me tt btw tt paint n e kitchen wall dere had 2 b a space of sum sort - even if it was a millionth of an inch thick...i tried 2 imagine being in a microscopic spacecraft..digging in2 tt paint..searching 4 tt secret charmed space... perhaps it only exists as a concept..bt mayb itz real too...bt i suppose 2 hunt 4 it is 2 kill it...u can feel it surround u..feel it cover u..feel it make u whole.
e feelings so full of intensity u tink tt dey'll nv leave...tt dey'll contd dragging deir sharp edges n u'll contd bleeding..contd e hurt coz u want it so much...bt it wont stay tt way...e longing will go away..no matter how long e question hangs in e air...10 yrs down dis wandering rd..u'll understand y it didnt happen..y it couldnt n y dere r better..more wonderful circumstances in store...
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vanna
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