i wonder if evrythg i paid 4 is eva worth it.when i turn ard n look back..i wonder if i'll make e same choice i made.u cant help if e passion dies..or e interest juz slowly fades away.mabbe e decision was impulsive..or perhaps derez simply no motivation 2 carry on.certain stuff juz creeps up 2 u..clouding ur mind a little @ a time..n u dun realize it.until 1 fine day..u r shaken out of ur stupor by sum huge empowering force...den it hits u.
itz nt often i take a trip down memory lane.bt when i do..i cant help bt feel lyk i've nv rilli accomplished anithg.all e stuff i took up..dey were nv completed.art..piano..swimming..netball...i dunno animore...i dun...n derez no pt in trying 2 understand thgs...dere r no anss..no reasons..n nothg tt stays grounded in anithg...feelings change..our situations n our lots in life kip evolving...n mine evolves faster den i can take in breaths...mayb i shld try 2 stop guessing...
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vanna
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