Friday, February 04, 2011
so with the topic of flights and strange passengers on board,the conversation inevitably turned to holidays and then somehow,to my impending trip to germany.and that was when i realized i have suddenly the answer to people's questions of why am i so distant from my immediate family.because while the rest are enthusiastic and positive,they forever remain skeptical and conservative about every single decision i make.i think i can remember the precise number of times where they were actually entirely supportive of what i did or openly admit that,goddammit i did a fucking good job.so somewhere along the 20 odd years i've lived,i've finally stopped trying to gain their approval or support.i've learnt to take my own stand and to pursue what i deem fit.and i've come to the conclusion that i do not need and cannot have the nod from everyone.when i had the same thoughts at 18,i dismissed them as teenage angst.but now im certain no one's opinion is as important as my own. so.i will stay unapologetic in the way i live,the things i love,the goals i pursue,and everything else i've and will achieve.
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