and the water with the tears
and the tears with the water
and then you cannot tell the difference anymore
so at that moment you hate yourself for being so goddamn weak.
i think its the frustration and anger that cant be outwardly expressed.how you have to put up a pretense and grit your teeth.its half fear and half pride.its fear because you can never tell the consequences if you say what you really mean,and its pride because you want to show them you can take any shit they throw at you.and its scary to keep doing this.because these are the very things that drive people insane.
you know its black monday when even a friend tells you he's upset with you.
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vanna
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